I just wanted to say too, that if you are reading this, there will be a lot of reminiscing for the next few months. You may get sick of hearing about it, day after day, but, I have a lot of feelings and emotions about it still and this is my place to get them out. I think, to me, once you go through something like this, it's such a part of you, and makes such an impact in your life, you don't just "get over it". I'm finding that the emotion of it all, comes to you when it comes to you. I'm a survivor, from a deadly disease...I mean, come on...that is something HUGE to me. Please hang tight...